I Lose My Strengh

today my boyfriend talked about the sacrifice of Leomon in episode 47 of Digimon putz it came like lightning in my head yesterday told him to forget that I was so sad my heart raced crosses I am completely weak and can not feel anything I think my groom should have taken care of that makes me lose my strength I had gained so young do not want to lose that wonder is a Digimon fan as it is not easy but I will not return I will continue to do what I've always done recovering my powers