My Heart's Falling Down

but now I'm a dagger in my heart because of certain people who do not know how the other will feel when they discover they are sent away from their jobs and there are people who want to marry here, that's how I'm feeling seems which has a ten-story building falling on my head and I throw it in the ground I got to thinking about wanting to die because as my boyfriend will buy the rings for our engagement? I'm between the devil and the deep sea. I do not know what to think the only thing I want to be able to marry without more bad news